Below are the 9 most recent journal entries recorded in dumdumgr1's LiveJournal:

Friday, November 10th, 2006
9:22 pm	haven't been here in a while... The One You Love Don't ever leave the one you love for the one you like, because the one you like will leave you for the one they love. ♥ (Comment on this)
Saturday, October 21st, 2006
11:47 pm	Just trying something.... (Comment on this)
Sunday, September 17th, 2006
6:47 pm	My Special List I have a list of folks I know... all written in a book, And every now and then.. I go and take a look. That is when I realize these names... they are a part, not of the book they're written in... but taken from the heart. For each name stands for someone... who has crossed my path sometime, and in that meeting they have become... the reason and the rhyme. Although it sounds fantastic... for me to make this claim, I really am composed... of each remembered name. Although you're not aware... of any special link, just knowing you, has shaped my life... more than you could think. So please don't think my greeting... as just a mere routine, your name was not... forgotten in between. For when I send a greeting... that is addressed to you, it is because you're on the list... of folks I'm indebted to. So whether I have known you... for many days or few, in some ways you have a part... in shaping things I do. I am but a total... of many folks I've met, you are a friend I would prefer... never to forget. (Comment on this)
Saturday, September 9th, 2006
12:34 pm	A heart is not a play thing, A heart is not a toy, But if you want it broken, Just give it to a boy. Boys they like to play with things, To see what makes them run, But when it comes to kissing, They do it just for fun. Boys never give their hearts away They play us girls for fools, They wait until we give our hearts, And then they play it cool. You will wonder where he is at night, You will wonder if he's true, One moment you will be happy, One moment you will be blue. If you get a chance to see him, Your heart begins to dance. Your life revolves around him, There's nothing like romance. And then it starts to happen, You worry day and night. You see, my friend, you're losing him. It never turns out right. Boys are great though immature. The price you pay is high, He may seem sweet and gorgeous, But remember, he's a guy. Don't fall in love with just a boy. That takes a lot of nerve. You see, my friend, you need a man To get what you deserve. So, when you think you're in love, Be careful if you can. Before you give your heart away, Make sure that he's a man! (Comment on this)
Thursday, September 7th, 2006
5:02 pm	One day, a poor boy who was selling goods from door to door to pay his way through school, found he had only one thin dime left, and he was hungry. He decided he would ask for a meal at the next house. However, he lost his nerve when a lovely young woman opened the door. Instead of a meal he asked for a drink of water. She thought he looked hungry so brought him a large glass of milk. He drank it slowly, and then asked, "How much do I owe you?" "You don't owe me anything," she replied. "Mother has taught us never to accept pay for a kindness." He said..... "Then I thank you from my heart." As Howard Kelly left that house, he not only felt stronger physically, but his faith in God and man was strong also. He had been ready to give up and quit. Year's later that young woman became critically ill. The local doctors were baffled. They finally sent her to the big city, where they called in specialists to study her rare disease. Dr. Howard Kelly was called in for the consultation. When he heard the name of the town she came from, a strange light filled his eyes. Immediately he rose and went down the hall of the hospital to her room. Dressed in his doctor's gown he went in to see her. He recognized her at once. He went back to the consultation room determined to do his best to save her life. From that day he gave special attention to the case. After a long struggle, the battle was won. Dr. Kelly requested the business office to pass the final bill to him for approval. He looked at it, then wrote something on the edge and the bill was sent to her room. She feared to open it, for she was sure it would take the rest of her life to pay for it all. Finally she looked, and something caught her attention on the side of the bill. She read these words..... "Paid in full with one glass of milk" (Signed) Dr. Howard Kelly Tears of joy flooded her eyes as her happy heart prayed: "Thank You, God, that Your love has spread abroad through human hearts and hands." There's a saying which goes something like this: Bread cast on the waters comes back to you. The good deed you do today may benefit you or someone you love at the least expected time. If you never see the deed again at least you will have made the world a better place - And, after all, isn't that what life is all about? (Comment on this)
Sunday, September 3rd, 2006
10:39 pm	17 signs of falling in LOVE. SEVENTEEN: U LOOK AT THEIR PROFILE/PICTURE CONSTANTLY SIXTEEN: WHEN YOUR ON THE PHONE WITH THEM LATE AT NIGHT AND THEY HANG UP, YOU STILL MISS THEM EVEN WHEN IT WAS JUST TWO MINUTES AGO. FIFTEEN: YOU READ THEIR TEXTS or IMS OVER AND OVER AGAIN. FOURTEEN: YOU WALK REALLY SLOW WHEN YOU'RE WITH THEM THIRTEEN: YOU FEEL SHY WHENEVER YOU'RE/THEY'RE AROUND. ELEVEN: WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT THEM, YOUR HEART BEATS FASTER AND SLOWER AT THE SAME TIME TEN: YOU SMILE WHEN YOU HEAR THEIR VOICE. NINE: WHEN YOU lOOK AT THEM, YOU CAN'T SEE THE OTHER PEOPLE AROUND YOU, All YOU SEE IS HIM//HER. EIGHT: YOU START LISTENING TO SLOW SONGS, WHILE THINKING OF THEM SEVEN: THEY'RE ALL YOU THINK ABOUT. SIX: YOU GET HIGH JUST FROM THEIR SCENT. FIVE: YOU REALlIZE THAT YOU'RE AlWAYS SMILING TO YOURSELF WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT THEM. FOUR: YOU WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR THEM, OR ANYTHING TO SEE THEM. THREE: WHILE READING THIS, THERE WAS ONE PERSON ON YOUR MIND THE WHOLE TIME... TWO: You were so busy thinking about that person, you didnt notice number twelve. ONE: You just scrolled up to check & are now silently laughing at yourself. NOW MAKE A WiSH. YOU KNOW YOU WANT TO....... * ** *** **** ***** ****** ******* ******** ********* ******** ******* ****** ***** **** *** ** POST THIS AS: "17 signs of falling in LOVE." *AND SOMETHING GOOD WILL HAPPEN TO YOU TONIGHT (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, September 2nd, 2006
6:43 pm	O lny srmat poelpe can raed tihs. cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it deosn't mttaer in waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny iprmoatnt tihng is taht the frist and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit a porbelm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Amzanig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! if you can raed tihs psas it on !! (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 22nd, 2006
1:51 pm	really sad, love story really sad, love story I have a boyfriend who grew up with me. His name is Jin. I always thought of him as a friend until last year, when we went to a trip from a club. I found that I fell in love with him. Before that trip was over, I took a step and confessed my love for him. And soon, we became a pair of lovers, but we loved each other in different ways. I always concentrated on him only, but by his side, there were so many other girls. To me, he was the only one, but to him, maybe I was just another girl Jin, do you want to go watch a movie? I asked. I cant Why? You need to study at home? I felt disappointment grabbing me. No I am going to meet a friend He was always like that. He met girls in front of me, like it was nothing. To him, I was just a girlfriend. The word love only came out from my mouth. Since I knew him, I had never heard him say I love you before. To us, there werent any anniversaries at all. He didnt say anything from the first day and it continued till 100 days200days Everyday, before we say goodbye, he would just hand me a doll, everyday, without fail. I dont know why Then one day Me: Um, Jin, I Jin: Whatdont drag, just say.. Me: I love you. Jin: you.um, just take this doll and go home. That was how he ignored my three words and handed me the doll. Then he disappeared, like he was running away. The dolls I received from him everyday, filled my room, one by one. There were many Then one day came, my 15th year old birthday. When I got up in the morning, I pictured a party with him, and stranded myself in my room, waiting for his call. But lunch passed, dinner passed and soon the sky was dark he still didnt call. It was already tiring to look at the phone anymore. Then around 2am in the morning, he suddenly called me and woke me from my sleep. He told me to come out of the house. Still, I felt joy and I ran out happily. Me: Jin Jin: Heretake this Again, he handed me a little doll. Me: Whats this? Jin: I didnt give it to you yesterday, so I am giving it to you now. Im going home now, bye. Me: Wait, wait! Do you know what today is? Jin: Today? Huh? I felt so sad, I thought he would remember my birthday. He turned around and walked away like nothing had happen.Then I shouted Wait Jin: You have something to say? Me: Tell me, tell me you love me Jin: What?! Me: Tell me I put my pathetic self behind and clung on to him. But he just said simple cold words and left. I dont want to saythat I love someone so easily, if you are desperate to hear it, then find someone else. That was what he said. Then he ran off. My legs felt numb and I collapsed to the ground. He didnt want to say it easily How could he. I felt that Maybe he is not the right guy for me After that day, I stranded myself at home crying, just crying. He didnt call me, although I was waiting. He just continued handing me a little doll every morning outside my house. Thats how those dolls piled up in my room everyday After a month, I got myself together and went to school. But what made the pain resurface was that I saw him on a street with another girl He had a smile on his face, one that he never showed meas he touched the doll I ran straight back home and looked at the dolls in my room, and tears fell Why did he gave these to me Those dolls are probably picked out by some other girlsIn a fit of anger, I threw the dolls around. Then suddenly, the phone rang. It was him. He told me to come out to the bus stop outside my house. I tried to calm myself down and walked to the bus stop. I kept reminding myself that I am going to forget him, that its going to end. Then he came into my sight, holding a big doll. Jin: Jo, I thought you were pissed, you really came? I couldnt help hating him, acting like nothing had happen and joking around. Soon, he held out the doll as usual Me: I dont need it. Jin: What.why I grabbed the doll from his hands and threw it on the road. Me: I dont need this doll, I dont need it anymore!! I dont want to see a person like you again! I spitted out all the words that were inside me. But unlike other days, his eyes very shaking. Im sorry He apologized in a tiny voice. He then walked over to the road to pick up the doll Me: You stupid! Why are you picking up the doll?! Just throw it away!!! But he ignored me and just went to pick the doll. Then Honk~ Honk~ With a loud honk, a big truck was heading towards him. Jin! Move! Move away! I shouted But he didnt hear me, he squatted down and picked up the doll. Jin, move! HONK~!! Boom! That sound, so terrifying. Thats how he went away from me. Thats how he went away without even opening his eyes to say one word to me. After that day, I had to go through everyday with guiltiness and the sadness of losing him And after spending two months like a crazy person I took out the dolls. Those were the only gifts he left me since the day we started going out. I remembered the days I spent with him and started to count the days when we were in love Onetwo three That was how I started to count the dolls Four hundred and eighty four four hundred and eighty five It all ended with 485 dolls. I then started to cry again, with a doll in my arms. I hugged it tightly, then suddenly I love you~, I love you~ I dropped the dolls,shocked. I.lo..veyou?? I picked up the dolls and pressed its stomach. I love you~ I love you~ It cant be! I pressed all the dolls stomach as it piled on the side. I love you~ I love you~ I love you~ Those words came out non-stop. Ilove you Why didnt I realize that.That his heart was always by my side, protecting me. Why didnt I realize that he love me this much I took out the doll under the bed and pressed its stomach, that was the last doll, the one that fell on the road. It had his blood stain on it. The voice came out, the on that I was missing so much JoDo you know what today is? Weve been loving each other for 486 days. Do you know what 486 is? I couldnt say I love you. Um since I was too shy If you forgive me and take this doll, I will say that I love you everyday till I die Jo I love you The tears came flowing out of me. Why? Why? I asked god, why do I only know about all this now? He cant be by my side, but he loved me until his last minute For that and for that reason to me it became courage to live a beautiful life. Repost this in the next 48 hours, or you will lose someone you love. (Comment on this)
Monday, August 21st, 2006
12:01 am	I love Kogepan. He is soooo kyoote! :P ♥KOGEPAN!!!♥ (2 Comments |Comment on this)